《Misremembered》歌词

[00:02:51] There was something I was trying to say

[00:02:51] But I kept losing my grip on the slippery meaning

[00:02:51] The same way cold resentments can get swallowed

[00:02:51] By the start of the spring, when everything’s beginning

[00:02:51] Dehydrated dreamers practice shitty tricks in the grass

[00:02:51] Weak ollies and yin-yang ankle tats

[00:02:51] These are 5K stragglers, dealership hagglers

[00:02:51] The sad-faced bystanders on those gas station cameras

[00:02:51] And there was something I was trying to say

[00:02:51] But I was followed by a non-descript chemical smell

[00:02:51] An amature witch cast her fist binding spell

[00:02:51] And the laughter of my neighbors in their trailers

[00:02:51] Punctuated those awful tendrils

[00:02:51] Awful edges as your hometown keeps extending its bleed

[00:02:51] Every time that you leave

[00:02:51] Misremembered awful passage of some book

[00:02:51] You didn’t actually read, yeah?

[00:02:51] We all navigate the having of bodies and histories

[00:02:51] It’s a snuff film existence

[00:02:51] Matthew writes poetry about coffee piss, loneliness,

[00:02:51] The only-ness of his childhood

[00:02:51] And I do my best to stand in as some simulated sibling

[00:02:51] A satellite rendition of an oddball older brother

[00:02:51] A mythical creature who’s got his shit together

[00:02:51] But it never works

[00:02:51] There was something I was trying to say

[00:02:51] But the paperwork at the plasma center ate up the first half of the day

[00:02:51] The creeps in their cars just got in my way

[00:02:51] I went looking for my friends

[00:02:51] It was last call again

[00:02:51] Oh, the embers

[00:02:51] When the controlled burn that you call your 20’s is finally

[00:02:51] extinguished, you know you’ll still need someplace to go

[00:02:51] Misremembered every story, every word, every lyric, every mention

[00:02:51] Everything that I said, everything that it meant

[00:02:51] But it’s okay! It’s ok.

[00:02:51] There was something I was trying to say.