《Four White Walls》歌词

[00:00:00] Four White Walls - Hodera

[00:00:16] If I woke up today with no memory of the last decade

[00:00:32] What would I think

[00:00:36] What would I say

[00:00:40] I'm afraid I can't get back

[00:00:49] Can't get back where we started

[00:01:09] It's too late

[00:01:13] I'm too far gone

[00:01:17] I've lost so much of myself

[00:01:25] Drunk and stoned in my bed

[00:01:32] And in my head I think

[00:01:36] How'd I get how'd I get here

[00:01:47] Between four white walls

[00:02:02] Everything I thought was going okay

[00:02:08] Turned out to fall to pieces again

[00:02:13] Repeating the cycles makes me

[00:02:16] Fear that I can't change a thing

[00:02:19] What's all of this for what's all of this for

[00:02:27] What's all of this for what am I doing

[00:02:31] What am I doing here

[00:02:32] Drunk on wine alone at 2 AM

[00:02:37] I got to be up soon to go to work again

[00:02:42] I think I've lost my mind

[00:02:45] These days I can't stay sane

[00:02:48] Unless I'm f**ked up or I double up my meds

[00:02:54] I'm trying to keep control

[00:02:57] I'm trying keep my cool

[00:02:59] I'm running out of hope I need a miracle

[00:03:05] He said I just need faith

[00:03:08] He said I'll find the strength

[00:03:11] He said just go to sleep

[00:03:13] Tomorrow will be okay

[00:03:16] But when I go to sleep at the end of the day

[00:03:22] Not as the person I was but just his hollow frame

[00:03:28] I can't just wake up and hope things will be okay

[00:03:33] I've done that for so long

[00:03:36] Look where it's gotten me

[00:03:39] The moments of relief few and farther between

[00:03:45] Everywhere that I go I'm right back where I've been

[00:03:50] And if my head got straight

[00:03:53] Oh who knows where I'd be

[00:03:56] I'm choking at the thought I'm my worst enemy

[00:04:02] I'm choking at the thought

[00:04:04] I'm choking at the thought I'm my worst enemy

[00:04:10] What will become of me

[00:04:13] I'm choking at the thought

[00:04:16] I'm choking at the thought