《This Grudge》歌词

[00:00:10] Fourteen years

[00:00:13] Thirty minutes

[00:00:15] Fifteen seconds I've

[00:00:19] Held this grudge

[00:00:22] Eleven songs

[00:00:25] Four full journals

[00:00:27] Thoughts of punishment

[00:00:31] I've expended

[00:00:34] Not in contact

[00:00:37] Not a letter

[00:00:39] Such.munication

[00:00:43] Telepathic

[00:00:45] You've been vilified

[00:00:49] Used as fodder

[00:00:52] You deserve a piece

[00:00:55] Of every record

[00:00:58] But who's it hurting now?

[00:01:04] Who's the one that's stuck?

[00:01:10] Who's it torturing now

[00:01:14] With an antique knot in her stomach?

[00:01:21] I want to be big and let go

[00:01:25] Of this grudge that's grown old

[00:01:27] All this time I've not known

[00:01:31] How to rest this bygone

[00:01:34] I wanna be soft and resolved

[00:01:37] Clean of slate and released

[00:01:40] I wanna forgive for the both of us

[00:01:46] Like an abandoned house

[00:01:49] Dusty covered

[00:01:52] Furniture

[00:01:55] Still intact

[00:01:58] If I visit it now

[00:02:01] Will I simply re-live it

[00:02:04] Somehow gratuitous

[00:02:11] But who's still aching now?

[00:02:17] Who's tired of her own voice?

[00:02:23] Who is it weighing down

[00:02:26] With no gift from time of said healing

[00:02:34] I want to be big and let go

[00:02:37] Of this grudge that's grown old

[00:02:40] All this time I've not known

[00:02:43] How to rest this bygone

[00:02:46] I wanna be soft and resolved

[00:02:49] Clean of slate and released

[00:02:52] I wanna forgive for the both of us

[00:02:58] Maybe as I cut the cord

[00:03:02] Veils will lift from my eyes

[00:03:04] Maybe as I lay this to rest

[00:03:07] Dead weight off my shoulders will rise

[00:03:14] Here I sit

[00:03:17] Much determined

[00:03:19] Ever ill-equipped

[00:03:23] To draw this curtain

[00:03:26] How this has entertained

[00:03:29] Validated

[00:03:32] And has served me well

[00:03:34] Ever the victim

[00:03:38] But who's done whining now?

[00:03:44] Who's ready to put down

[00:03:50] This load I've carried longer

[00:03:54] Than I had cared to remember

[00:04:02] I want to be big and let go

[00:04:05] Of this grudge that's grown old

[00:04:07] For the life of me I've not known

[00:04:11] How to rest this bygone

[00:04:14] I wanna be soft and resolved

[00:04:17] Clean of slate and released

[00:04:20] I wanna forgive for the both of us

[00:04:26] I want to be big and let go

[00:04:29] Of this grudge that's grown old

[00:04:32] For the life of me I've not known

[00:04:35] How to rest this bygone

[00:04:38] I wanna be soft and resolved

[00:04:41] Clean of slate and released

[00:04:44] I wanna forgive for the both of us

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