《38308》歌词

[00:00:00] 38308 - Jen Buxton

[00:00:31] So it takes a year to lose the bridge

[00:00:37] Where you went fishing with your father as a kid

[00:00:44] With my memory's slow defeat

[00:00:49] I have lost parts of me that I cannot retrieve

[00:00:55] I know it feels like I go missing now and then

[00:01:01] I can see her out there wondering where I am

[00:01:07] And I'm sorry I can't answer when you ask

[00:01:14] But I have no words to describe the dark

[00:01:20] No I have no words to describe

[00:01:25] The dark

[00:01:48] But I have put faith in what I thought

[00:01:51] That I could hold

[00:01:54] Drawers of silver and rings and cheap gold

[00:02:01] And I have been plagued by false starts

[00:02:06] It seems so hard to draw from memory

[00:02:10] The lines you should have known by heart

[00:02:13] And when I quit drinking I was just thinking constantly

[00:02:19] About the man who gave that very gift to me

[00:02:25] And I will run until I'm empty in the chest

[00:02:32] And when I am weary I I will rest

[00:02:38] And if I can sleep then I will know I've passed

[00:02:43] The test

[00:02:46] 'Cause I've sat through nights

[00:02:50] Lost for weeks practicing your smile

[00:02:55] Sealing up my grief

[00:02:58] Most days I'm fine

[00:03:02] But when it rains every my heart leaks

[00:03:17] My heart leaks

[00:03:32] So now my small victory's on my own

[00:03:36] These days I'm proud of next to nothing

[00:03:41] So when I am I stand alone

[00:03:44] And now instead of being honest all the time

[00:03:48] Well I get fifteen minutes with a mic and

[00:03:53] I don't sleep so well at night

[00:03:55] And these past few years

[00:03:57] My short lone heart has been overdue

[00:04:02] Well she can borrow it but it belongs to you

[00:04:09] Now it's true some things you just don't leave behind

[00:04:14] 'Cause now when I sleep I close your eyes

[00:04:21] When I was fourteen I thought no one really died

[00:04:29] 'Cause I've sat through nights

[00:04:33] Lost for weeks practicing your smile

[00:04:38] Sealing up my grief

[00:04:41] Most days I'm fine

[00:04:45] But when it rains every my heart leaks

[00:04:51] 'Cause I've sat through nights

[00:04:55] Lost for weeks practicing your smile sealing up my grief

[00:05:03] Most days I'm fine

[00:05:07] When it rains every my heart leaks my heart leaks

[00:05:35] My heart leaks