《Curse My Name》歌词

[00:00:00] Curse My Name - City Mouth

[00:00:16] I slept on the floor

[00:00:17] I knew that it was coming

[00:00:19] And I think I destroyed the lining in my stomach

[00:00:22] And I almost thought I would stay

[00:00:24] You said you only sleep alone

[00:00:29] You drove me home your eyes bitter and vacant

[00:00:32] 'Cause we settled for sex and awkward conversation

[00:00:35] And I think Indiana likes to keep the lonely feeling low

[00:00:42] And summer turns to fall

[00:00:48] And still I'll say it's not my fault but it is

[00:00:56] And the world still spins whether I'm alright or not

[00:01:00] So I'll lash out and call it art 'cause that's the best defense I've got

[00:01:06] I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change

[00:01:12] You're staring at the floor

[00:01:14] And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons

[00:01:21] And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace

[00:01:24] I'd rather push them both away

[00:01:28] I say I hate this place

[00:01:30] But I sit in my decay delaying change

[00:01:47] I still excel at acting like an innocent

[00:01:50] If you take the blame I'll hide from any criticism

[00:01:53] I went away and kept making incisions in your brain

[00:02:00] Considered the cost of not letting you walk away

[00:02:03] I guess it's my loss

[00:02:04] I never said that I was sane

[00:02:06] And we'll turn to dust like moths and I will still haunt this place

[00:02:12] And the notes will descend like snow

[00:02:15] And the words will make you cry

[00:02:18] I'll be a ghost of my old habits

[00:02:21] And I'll swear I'm right this time

[00:02:24] I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change

[00:02:30] You're staring at the floor

[00:02:32] And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons

[00:02:38] And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace

[00:02:42] I talk to god every day

[00:02:45] He doesn't know my name

[00:02:48] And I don't have faith but it helps me still

[00:02:51] To pray I'll figure out how this will pan out

[00:02:57] And I'm afraid but not enough to shut my d**n mouth

[00:03:04] My patience ran out

[00:03:07] You know it feels kind of stupid to feel lonely

[00:03:10] When I just keep pushing away

[00:03:13] And I can't count all the people that I've let down

[00:03:17] I've made a mess

[00:03:18] I know I've made a mess

[00:03:19] You know it feels pretty useless

[00:03:22] You're the only one I just keep failing to save

[00:03:26] And I can picture you crying in your bedroom

[00:03:30] I've made a mess

[00:03:31] I know I've made a mess

[00:03:32] I always make a mess

[00:03:39] I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change

[00:03:44] You're staring at the floor

[00:03:46] And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons

[00:03:53] And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace

[00:03:57] It's like we've been awake for days

[00:04:00] And I hear you curse my name

[00:04:02] But the d**n thing never fit me anyway