《I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral》歌词

[00:00:00] I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral - The Wonder Years

[00:00:18] Clear the apartment

[00:00:21] I plan on collapsing and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam

[00:00:29] I'm stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid

[00:00:34] All alone under a soft rain and streetlamp

[00:00:41] I spent my life weighed down by a stone heart

[00:00:46] Drowning in irony and settling for anything

[00:00:52] Somewhere down the line all the wiring went faulty

[00:00:57] I'm scared sh*tless of failure and I'm staring out at where I wanna be

[00:01:05] I just want to sell out my funeral

[00:01:10] I just want to be enough for everyone

[00:01:16] I just want to sell out my funeral

[00:01:21] Know that I fought until the lights were gone

[00:01:25] I'm walking through harbors and churchyards

[00:01:28] I felt the snow crack under my feet

[00:01:30] I'll stay thankful for mild winters for every shot I got at anything

[00:01:36] I'll blame the way that I was brought up or the flaws that I was born with

[00:01:42] Or the mistakes that I've made; they're all just f*cking excuses

[00:01:49] So bury me in the memories of my friends and family

[00:01:54] I just need to know that they were proud of me

[00:02:01] I just want to sell out my funeral

[00:02:06] I just want to be enough for everyone

[00:02:12] I just want to sell out my funeral

[00:02:17] Know that I fought until the lights were gone

[00:02:22] Oh we all wanna know

[00:02:25] Where'd the American dream go

[00:02:28] Did you give up and go home

[00:02:31] Am I here alone

[00:02:33] Oh when the credits roll

[00:02:37] I'll watch as the screen glows;

[00:02:39] The moments when I choked all the fears that I've outgrown

[00:02:49] At least I hope so

[00:02:55] I was just happy to be a contender

[00:03:01] I was just aching for anything

[00:03:07] And I used to have such steady hands

[00:03:12] But now I can't keep 'em from shaking

[00:03:20] Oh I'm sorry I

[00:03:26] I'm sorry I don't laugh at the right times

[00:03:32] Is this what it feels like with my wings clipped

[00:03:36] I'm awkward and nervous

[00:03:41] I'm awkward and nervous

[00:03:45] I'm awkward and nervous

[00:03:53] I'm awkward and nervous

[00:04:03] But I was kind of hoping you'd stay

[00:04:07] I was kind of hoping you'd stay

[00:04:11] I was kind of hoping you'd stay

[00:04:16] I need you to stay

[00:04:20] Oh god could you stay

[00:04:24] I need you to stay

[00:04:27] I need you to stay

[00:04:29] I need you

[00:04:31] If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed

[00:04:35] Well then what kind of man does that make me

[00:04:41] If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed

[00:04:45] Well then what kind of man does that make me

[00:04:48] If I'm in an airport if I'm in an airport

[00:04:54] What kind of man does that make me

[00:04:58] What kind of man does that make me

[00:05:03] What kind of man does that make me

[00:05:16] I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me

[00:05:23] (I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me)

[00:05:27] All we had were hand me-downs

[00:05:29] (I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me)

[00:05:33] All we had was good will

[00:05:36] Two blackbirds on a highway sign

[00:05:39] Are laughing at me here with my wings clipped

[00:05:42] I'm staring up at the sky

[00:05:44] But the bombs keep f*cking falling

[00:05:47] There's no devil on my shoulder;

[00:05:50] He's got a rocking chair on my front porch

[00:05:53] But I won't let him in

[00:05:55] No I won't let him in

[00:06:22] 'Cause I'm sick of seeing ghosts

[00:06:26] And I know how it's all gonna end

[00:06:29] There's no triumph waiting

[00:06:33] There's no sunset to ride off in

[00:06:38] We all want to be great men

[00:06:42] And there's nothing romantic about it

[00:06:46] I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given