《Deep End》歌词

[00:00:00] Deep End - Josh Martinez/Awol One/Kunga 219/J.E.L.

[00:00:35] Last night I broke

[00:00:36] Something finally snapped

[00:00:37] I'm in a corner trapped

[00:00:39] You spoke I smoked and sat

[00:00:40] Still soaking wet reckon

[00:00:41] I'd die if I'm mistaken

[00:00:43] It was all in vain for the sane

[00:00:44] I've forsaking

[00:00:45] Every one I know is insane

[00:00:46] They've got madness in the brain

[00:00:48] Going going gone of the deep end

[00:00:50] On the edge of profane

[00:00:52] Profound pain

[00:00:53] I suck down Tylenol 3

[00:00:55] If ever I'm at all free

[00:00:57] No one called to say they cared

[00:00:58] Going bald having bared my soul

[00:01:00] I pull my hair

[00:01:01] Until I tear the roots out

[00:01:02] Why do I doubt

[00:01:03] I can't control my mind

[00:01:05] Follow the line

[00:01:05] Falling behind it's all in my mind

[00:01:07] Man it's happening all the time

[00:01:09] I didn't wake up inspired

[00:01:10] I haven't even slept yet I'm not tired

[00:01:13] I'm wide awake for another

[00:01:14] Night of walking the thin wires

[00:01:16] Between the demons

[00:01:17] And the genius this inspires

[00:01:19] I am slowly going crazy 6 5 4 3 2 1 spit

[00:01:24] Sweat dripping from my lips

[00:01:25] And I can feel myself slipping

[00:01:27] Into states beyond your grip

[00:01:28] And on cue I do a back flip

[00:01:30] And find myself drifting into

[00:01:31] Lifting off looking off a cliff

[00:01:33] And thinking should I jump

[00:01:34] When something starts to happen

[00:01:35] It creeps its way through my circuits

[00:01:37] When it works its way in deeper

[00:01:38] Doing all nighters

[00:01:39] And all too often I can't sleep

[00:01:40] Sleeping

[00:01:41] The grim reaper cometh

[00:01:42] Spreading seeded plague

[00:01:43] Screaming I'll bring the demon

[00:01:45] You bring the egg

[00:01:46] I just want to touch your sanity

[00:01:48] Begging on my knees

[00:01:49] Please relieve me of

[00:01:50] What's left of my vanity

[00:01:52] And what's that sound

[00:01:53] My eyes bugging out of head

[00:01:55] I can't stop this brain please shut down

[00:01:57] For once and leave me alone in this space many

[00:02:00] All night and all day

[00:02:01] I'll pay rent and live in the hallway

[00:02:03] So say those who turned to god

[00:02:05] And swayed as they prayed

[00:02:06] With frayed rope I let go

[00:02:07] And watched it all fade away

[00:02:11] Watched it all fade away

[00:02:18] Watched it all fade away

[00:02:24] Watched it all fade away

[00:02:28] Watched it all fade away

[00:02:36] As I nervously waited finding my way

[00:02:38] To breach surface

[00:02:39] Elated with a lady each purpose

[00:02:41] Glad we made it

[00:02:42] She seemed so seemlessly sedated

[00:02:43] With fists clenched

[00:02:44] The stench overwhelming

[00:02:45] My whole body tensed

[00:02:47] I wrench the monkey from my back

[00:02:48] Pack my bags soak the rags in gas

[00:02:50] Take a last look back and

[00:02:51] Blast off

[00:02:53] I pop pills on the 1

[00:02:54] To stop chills running up my spine

[00:02:55] Everyday's a little better

[00:02:56] I lose a little more of my mind

[00:02:58] My tidal wave emotions pave the hopeless stain

[00:03:01] Blood is spreading through the grain

[00:03:02] And growing into flowers

[00:03:03] Turning everything it touches

[00:03:05] That is plain into powers

[00:03:06] That initiate change like cold showers in the rain

[00:03:09] On whose broken maimed streets

[00:03:11] I've lain in your dirt

[00:03:12] On whose shoes I spit shined

[00:03:13] But never called it work

[00:03:15] On whose shirt I've both bled and cried on

[00:03:17] On whose walls I write my name

[00:03:19] With a can of red krylon

[00:03:20] I wanna get beyond the long arm

[00:03:22] Of the law and boot

[00:03:23] The cops from the corners

[00:03:24] And the doctors from the clinics

[00:03:25] Get in free win a new Saturn

[00:03:27] See a pattern yet

[00:03:29] Apparently you're not a doctor

[00:03:30] More give me my methadone

[00:03:32] You're not so hot

[00:03:33] You can't be touched

[00:03:34] Such thoughts should be stricken

[00:03:35] From the records sick of everybody's questions

[00:03:38] Let me ask you this

[00:03:40] You ever lost your mind

[00:03:42] And gone blind but didn't mind

[00:03:44] The mining of your mind for diamonds

[00:03:45] When I'm in the business of making what's yours

[00:03:47] Mine and my mind is mine

[00:03:49] But I've lost it 6 5 4 3 2 1 spit

[00:03:53] I need a new pearl of wisdom

[00:03:55] For this black cloud to follow

[00:03:56] I act proud and swallow pride intact

[00:03:58] Although I'm not allowed to

[00:03:59] Wallow on the inside

[00:04:00] I act introverted

[00:04:02] But I made a pact with laughter

[00:04:03] And so perverted

[00:04:04] The very thoughts that the doctor's were

[00:04:06] After until disaster struck

[00:04:08] I was the king of the castle

[00:04:09] The slave and the vassal

[00:04:11] The ways of the mistress and masters

[00:04:13] Crazed craving for power's that's for

[00:04:15] What I'm after

[00:04:16] So I need a new pearl of wisdom

[00:04:17] Curled up position hazy

[00:04:18] Feel the real fade

[00:04:19] And really kiss the closest thing you know to crazy

[00:04:24] Watched it all fade away

[00:04:29] Watched it all

[00:04:31] Watched it all

[00:04:34] Watched it all

[00:04:35] Watched it all

[00:04:38] Watched it all

[00:04:40] Watched it all fade away