《ruiner》歌词

[00:00:00] ruiner (废墟) - nothing,nowhere.

[00:00:32] It's the young Edgar Allan spitting live from the basement

[00:00:34] Do it for the love give a f**k about the payment

[00:00:37] If I'm being honest I don't know what I'm chasing

[00:00:39] Need a space to place my thoughts and the songs the location

[00:00:43] I'm f**king sick of writing all these sad songs

[00:00:45] But I'm just being real it's how I feel word is bond

[00:00:48] I just wanna let you know you're not alone

[00:00:50] That I know what it's like when you never leave your home

[00:00:53] When you can't get out of bed can't even check your phone

[00:00:56] Can't even lift your head like your bones are made of stone

[00:00:58] When everyone you know is asking why you're feeling low

[00:01:01] But you can't tell 'em why 'cause you don't even know

[00:01:03] I got radio execs tryna say what's best

[00:01:06] I got pressure coming down got me overly stressed

[00:01:09] I got suicidal thoughts floating thru' my head

[00:01:11] I got people from the past probably hoping I'm dead

[00:01:15] Oh no what's your mama gonna say

[00:01:18] When I tell her that I broke your heart

[00:01:22] It's just things aren't the way that they used to be

[00:01:26] Oh no now you're crying on the bathroom floor

[00:01:30] And I guess it's the end

[00:01:33] Well I lost my mind then I lost my best friend

[00:01:36] Yeah so what if I did and what if I didn't

[00:01:39] I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions

[00:01:41] I just wish I didn't feel like something's missing

[00:01:44] I just need to get outside this mental prison

[00:01:47] 3am and I'm stuck in a rut

[00:01:49] Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us

[00:01:51] I keep f**king with your head like a lobotomy

[00:01:54] I lost it all and you'll always be a part of me

[00:01:57] And can you feel the pain when you wake up

[00:01:59] Late again and it's dark out

[00:02:02] I don't even know where it came from

[00:02:05] Can't escape got me feeling down

[00:02:07] I remember days in the hometown

[00:02:10] Things change when you come around

[00:02:12] Now they're just memories now

[00:02:15] Keep feeling up then I feel down

[00:02:19] Oh no what's your mama gonna say

[00:02:22] When I tell her that I broke your heart

[00:02:26] It's just things aren't the way that they used to be

[00:02:30] Oh no now you're crying on the bathroom floor

[00:02:34] And I guess it's the end

[00:02:37] Well I lost my mind then I lost my best friend