《Car Crash》歌词

[00:00:00] Car Crash - Hotel Books

[00:00:01] It was problematic at best to perceive existence

[00:00:04] With a myopic lens I embedded into myself

[00:00:07] My lack of gestures limited the effectiveness of my delivery

[00:00:10] And all she begged for was deliverance

[00:00:13] Just soft eloquent passages that provided closure

[00:00:16] Not answers just closure

[00:00:19] And I somehow fashioned together an array of

[00:00:21] Broken glass that looked enough like a vase that it would pass

[00:00:24] And she would find a way to keep her roses watered and alive again

[00:00:27] When deep down I was broken

[00:00:29] Prized among the lacklustre thieves immune

[00:00:31] To pain but pain by immunity

[00:00:33] She beckoned me and she lessened me

[00:00:36] Because no other love would accommodate my blind fold so easily

[00:00:40] And I was afraid of change but I was afraid of not changing

[00:00:46] I was afraid of change but I was afraid of not changing

[00:00:51] Then a quick flood of blood infecting my brain

[00:00:55] Dashboard you dashboard blank slate

[00:00:58] My narrow lens no longer mattered

[00:01:00] No longer weighed in and neither did your fear

[00:01:03] Or your insecurities or your smile

[00:01:06] Because in three seconds fate circumvented a concrete divider

[00:01:10] Followed by seven seconds of nervous prayer

[00:01:13] Nervous cursing nervous something

[00:01:15] As poisonous as the snake it came from the oppression presented

[00:01:18] On my God forsaken lies limited it even more

[00:01:21] Followed by seven seconds of promising

[00:01:23] Myself if I survived I would stop bargaining

[00:01:26] I would stop pushing off effort in exchange for more time

[00:01:29] I would stop neglecting civil spiritual

[00:01:30] And personal duties or promises

[00:01:32] Which ever it may be neither seemed likely at that point

[00:01:36] Followed by two seconds

[00:01:37] The longest two seconds I've ever experienced of lying to myself

[00:01:41] Lying to my God and lying to you

[00:01:44] The words "I love you" seemed so broken and so inaccurate

[00:01:47] And the words "I promise" seem so trite and so distant

[00:01:50] But so foolish a passenger caught up in this accident

[00:01:53] Nothing mattered beyond the fact that I was damaged

[00:01:56] And I was hurting physically

[00:01:57] Yet somehow I found the strength to thank my God

[00:02:00] I was a survivor and that's when I heard the fate of the driver

[00:02:04] Three seconds later closure not answers Just closure

[00:02:09] Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love you

[00:02:13] Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love you

[00:02:16] And every day I wish we could trade places;

[00:02:24] Because you were the first person that loved me in any real way

[00:02:28] And now I stand six feet above where you lay

[00:02:31] And if I get one thing right in this life I pray that it'll

[00:02:35] Be sharing love with everybody

[00:02:37] The same love that you shared with me

[00:02:57] You call me down here and I hear your voice and

[00:03:02] The sound of my heart breaking and I pray to god you're still awake

[00:03:29] And I taught myself how to forget that sometimes

[00:03:34] Life will try to convince you there' a such thing as regret

[00:03:42] But I found it to be a lie the same lie I found

[00:03:47] When I looked in your eyes after it was said and done

[00:03:56] Scream hallelujah until you come alive

[00:04:05] The devil came for our lungs but he left with our love

[00:04:14] Scream hallelujah until you come alive

[00:04:21] I inhaled this world for so long that I tore out my lungs