《Poker In The Sky》歌词

[00:05:18] [Prod. by 8 Bars

[00:05:18] [Verse

[00:05:18] Just trying to explain the unexplainable

[00:05:18] More than trying to attain the unattainable

[00:05:18] Trying to make it sustainable

[00:05:18] Collecting all the parts, see if they interchangeable

[00:05:18] Killing me slow, but I'm glad it's entertaining you

[00:05:18] Everyday it amaze me

[00:05:18] The same thinking that pay me the same thinking that plagues me

[00:05:18] How can I think I'm crazy? Sway me

[00:05:18] Cause to profit off of shit that aches me is actually pretty wavy

[00:05:18] I'm painting the perfect picture

[00:05:18] Only perfect cause the imperfections are highlighted

[00:05:18] To gross currency off of that kinda sickness

[00:05:18] Changes the meaning of mind my business

[00:05:18] Giving what was given to me

[00:05:18] So the soldiers come over unsober

[00:05:18] And call me Yoda instead of Joseph

[00:05:18] I be like "why they come to me for advice?"

[00:05:18] They should really come to me for a vice

[00:05:18] I got 'em all

[00:05:18] Got a counter full of liquor, pocket full of pills

[00:05:18] The illusion of control, I can tell you how it feels

[00:05:18] Accounts full of paper and the women I play with

[00:05:18] All got criminal bodies, innocent faces

[00:05:18] Come around and we have a ball, could have it all

[00:05:18] Well, I ran out of Adderall, but that's a matter of a call, check it

[00:05:18] Odds is they start telling me they hardships

[00:05:18] Regardless, they end up wanting hard dick, aww shit

[00:05:18] You would think they been ordained

[00:05:18] Got her legs in the air, she screaming the Lord's name

[00:05:18] I'm feeding her more game, more game, more game

[00:05:18] I started fucking her mind, that's when all them thoughts came

[00:05:18] She keep saying if I want her I should fight for her

[00:05:18] My plight for her says I don't know if I'm right for her

[00:05:18] Even so know there's a fire I ignite for her

[00:05:18] Staring at her ceiling, seeing me like I'm a nightcrawler

[00:05:18] It's like she love me, but she don't

[00:05:18] That's when she lose me, that's when she confuse me

[00:05:18] It's what I get appalled with, can't call it

[00:05:18] She think I should remove her hurt since I installed it

[00:05:18] But I wish she knew I was returned 2 birds

[00:05:18] Feel it hurt me more knowing I hurt you

[00:05:18] Even though it exists I don't ever bring it up

[00:05:18] We don't be doing nothing, but it's everything to us

[00:05:18] Presently she bring up the past and it's filthy

[00:05:18] You not talking to who I was or who I will be

[00:05:18] But that's my own assignment

[00:05:18] You want to take all the feelings and the time spent

[00:05:18] And give it realignment

[00:05:18] Check the catalog, lateral God

[00:05:18] I self-sabotage, I'd explain further, but I'd rather not

[00:05:18] Salute, on me, everybody have a shot

[00:05:18] I do it for the niggas they said wouldn't have a shot

[00:05:18] But some days are better than some days

[00:05:18] Still yet here I stand on numb legs

[00:05:18] Women don't give a fuck that I have these scars

[00:05:18] I'm fucking the same hoes that the athletes are

[00:05:18] What a rollercoaster, we argued and we sexed

[00:05:18] Face in her box, James Harden in her texts

[00:05:18] Nigga from the Clippers every morning text her "good morning"

[00:05:18] She be sleep, he just be talking to me, my nigga

[00:05:18] None of this is a pain to see

[00:05:18] I only care about her if she pertains to me

[00:05:18] Shit I'm tending to emergencies with urgency

[00:05:18] That urge in me is my daily fight in her purging me

[00:05:18] Fuck hoes, I ain't got time to be sprung now

[00:05:18] Grandpa's cancer just made it to his lungs now

[00:05:18] In 2012, docs gave him few months; wild

[00:05:18] He's alive somehow, outlived 2 sons, wow

[00:05:18] So no the observation

[00:05:18] Says he'll die quicker with chemo and radiation

[00:05:18] He ain't strong enough to even go through operation

[00:05:18] Know that death's coming, he just in the house waiting

[00:05:18] So you telling me there ain't a way to fix the shit?

[00:05:18] Or is grandpa too old for you to give a shit?

[00:05:18] Let's switch the shit, give you my predicament

[00:05:18] Wonder how you would feel if I was telling yours live with it

[00:05:18] And it's traveling to his heart soon

[00:05:18] Of course it all hit me like a harpoon

[00:05:18] I was in shock and then it was all clearer

[00:05:18] When he called me and asked me to be his pallbearer

[00:05:18] I was floored

[00:05:18] But then the next second was back

[00:05:18] To being self-centered, self-absorbed

[00:05:18] And it became about me, fought it off long enough

[00:05:18] I could help carry your weight, but I ain't strong enough

[00:05:18] But why do I have to be?

[00:05:18] This the shit I be naturally asking me, I'm such a catastrophe

[00:05:18] See me breaking down with my father in back of me

[00:05:18] So for me to attend, I'm trying to think of a strategy

[00:05:18] But I'm happy for my dad

[00:05:18] He was incarcerated, but his mama didn't make it

[00:05:18] So for him to get that chance again with you

[00:05:18] Means the world, he could be there til it end for you and me

[00:05:18] I bleed out through this pen for you

[00:05:18] Can't carry this around, gotta vent, it's due

[00:05:18] Cause now, grandpa'll be closer to his wife

[00:05:18] Have cards when I come, we playing poker in the sky