《Heaven or Hell》歌词

[00:00:00] Gotta watch my back It ain't safe at night

[00:00:05] It's too much to do gotta get my paper right

[00:00:11] And its alot of my dogs they either dead or in jail

[00:00:17] But if I kill myself would it be heaven or hell

[00:00:22] Gotta watch my back It ain't safe at night

[00:00:28] It's too much to do gotta get my paper right

[00:00:34] And its alot of my dogs they either dead or in jail

[00:00:39] But if I kill myself would it be heaven or hell

[00:00:45] Yo at this present time its alot of nonsense at stake

[00:00:48] Too many ideas &decisions left to contemplate

[00:00:51] Too much to deal wit

[00:00:52] Too much to make a n have to steal s

[00:00:54] And its hurtin cuz I gotta feel it

[00:00:56] With too much anger

[00:00:57] Too many ns know me but they don't know me

[00:00:59] Ayzed popular stranger

[00:01:01] And peep how ns try to change ya

[00:01:02] But I can't cope with no antidote

[00:01:04] Two options one is slittin' my wrist

[00:01:06] Go to the precinct with a clip my fist

[00:01:08] So I keep a cig in my lips s is painful

[00:01:10] F suicide done did too much dirt to know if I'ma be angel

[00:01:14] So help me god cryin in my sleep

[00:01:16] Cause you ain't pull me out of shark infested waters to die on the beach

[00:01:19] And I was told don't trust cause they plot at the end'

[00:01:22] So I treat friends as nobodies and nobody as friend

[00:01:24] Yo it just seems like troubles followin me

[00:01:27] Lock &key

[00:01:27] Stuck in the belly of the beast and its swallowin me

[00:01:30] With no cream

[00:01:31] With no bundle to hustle and no scheme

[00:01:33] No ns to run with and no team

[00:01:35] Tell me what its like to have ran out of options when you goin all out

[00:01:39] Or what its like to be in love and fall out

[00:01:41] Just want to put it behind me and breathe

[00:01:43] Without the fin 9 to squeeze

[00:01:45] Without the w**d and Hennessey to keep my mind at ease

[00:01:47] Without rollin over coilin myself tryin to sleep

[00:01:50] Without bein homeless &starvin and dyin to eat

[00:01:53] S wasn't like this at the youth house

[00:01:55] Thoughout my teen years been forced to grow up too fast

[00:01:57] Mer I'm not a youth now

[00:01:59] Wish I could let alot of people see the true Mouse

[00:02:02] But I'm too scared to see him myself

[00:02:03] What'd be the use now

[00:02:04] See I've done changed too much I guess the water ran dry

[00:02:10] Man I been put through s For most of my life

[00:02:15] And I done lost my breath but still I'm tryin to fight

[00:02:21] I can't take no more cause I'm dyin inside

[00:02:26] From houses to gas stations I've done robbed them all

[00:02:30] Facing 10 to 20 that'll start a robber's fall

[00:02:32] Jacked whips in parking lots I got the drop from Fords

[00:02:35] And this amount of victims coming out a shopping mall

[00:02:38] I'm a totally different n when I'm copping the raw

[00:02:41] Apartments with ADT got through the locks in the door

[00:02:44] I met some dollared out chicks somehow I got in the drawers

[00:02:46] Seen ns dyin cold blood that got shot in the war

[00:02:49] Want a seed for the wrong reasons to see me different

[00:02:52] In hopes of me guiding so he'll never have to see a prison

[00:02:55] But my shorty got it fed up

[00:02:57] Or maybe I just got it fed up

[00:02:59] Somebody got it fed up

[00:03:01] What a n got besides his music

[00:03:03] Thirsty as hell can't smoke the water cause I know that I'll abuse it

[00:03:07] And muf**kas can't afford to see that fuse lit

[00:03:10] They can't afford to see a n on some new s

[00:03:12] And where my pops at A n need him now

[00:03:15] Show up later on when I'm black and f I'm bleedin now

[00:03:17] Showin' my moms another side she never seen in me

[00:03:20] How the f she don't understand when its her genes in me

[00:03:23] How'd I progress in therapy while wantin' to leave this world

[00:03:26] And I know how to beat the system but can't beat the world

[00:03:29] Talk that take my own life to get off the scene quick

[00:03:32] Unfortunate that I'm too much of a genius to really mean s

[00:03:35] Gotta watch my back It ain't safe at night

[00:03:40] It's too much to do gotta get my paper right

[00:03:46] And its alot of my dogs they either dead or in jail

[00:03:51] But if I kill myself would it be heaven or hell

[00:03:56] See I've done changed too much I guess the water ran dry

[00:03:57] Man I been put through s For most of my life

[00:03:59] And I done lost my breath but still I'm tryin to fight

[00:04:02] I can't take no more cause I'm dyin inside

[00:04:05] Heaven or Hell is a song by Joe Budden It is track from the album Not Your Average Flow that was released in 2004 Duration of this track is 04:09