《Just Am》歌词

[00:00:00] Just Am - Deakin

[00:00:28] Standing in the desert faces stare back from the dunes

[00:00:32] Brought here by courage or delusion I won't stop but I feel ripping mad

[00:00:37] So I am crying words that don't make sense to me or them

[00:00:41] But I am singing I am singing beams the child inside then disappears again

[00:00:47] Still I go on repeating words of loss and failure

[00:00:56] Of every choice that I gave up to guardian anger

[00:01:04] I hope that you can feel life

[00:01:12] Cause even watching descent I see light

[00:01:25] But I recall I called you hate

[00:01:34] Repeated words get locked and phased

[00:01:43] And these words attach

[00:01:45] Some words like stone

[00:01:48] You find with time you build more than sow

[00:01:53] You build a house

[00:01:54] You build what you know

[00:02:01] I wonder if that's home

[00:02:06] I wonder if that's home

[00:02:15] Tangled up at home unloved intentions all I see

[00:02:19] All those collected stacked and fretted over treasures leave me spinning so

[00:02:24] I ll leave the door wide open my old friend there's more unfound

[00:02:28] It's time for letting wounds and breaking through these pretty patterned knots

[00:02:33] I twist around

[00:02:34] Dad I can't see I've lost my voice I need direction

[00:02:43] Reweighed each choice so many times I've lost reflection

[00:02:51] You've got to let go so you'll grow

[00:02:59] Then even when you feel blind you'll still know

[00:03:32] So I asked again when I get home can I build space

[00:03:36] And clear these ripples of disorder and erosion I feel nipping mad

[00:03:41] And when I find my way through all discolor in my mind

[00:03:45] Swear I'll never leave imbalance or impatience standing guard or keeping time

[00:03:51] Cause I hold on to things that dearly need replacing

[00:04:01] Broken time ruling pain and failed aging

[00:04:08] When I let go I just am

[00:04:17] Conjured back to myself I just am

[00:04:29] In holding on I've grown too tight

[00:04:38] My joints are cracked my eyes gone white

[00:04:45] Stop holding

[00:04:47] Don't wait too long your face is sown

[00:04:52] Your fears won't fail and new ones will show

[00:04:57] Only steps you take will help you to grow

[00:05:06] And when I hope I hope I'm home

[00:05:15] I'll step inside and I'll feel grown

[00:05:22] If only

[00:05:24] Don't wait for safe just fall inside

[00:05:29] And wisely forgetting to take

[00:05:34] That treasured stain you've always relied

[00:05:43] I wonder what you'll show

[00:05:46] I wonder what you'll show

[00:05:51] I wonder what you'll show

[00:05:55] I wonder what you'll show

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