《All In My Head(feat. Royce Da 5’9” and Kobe)》歌词

[00:00:00] All In My Head(feat. Royce Da 5'9" and Kobe) (Explicit) - Joe Budden

[00:00:24] Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse or was it tour life

[00:00:27] Maybe it wouldn't had started at all if I had your life

[00:00:30] Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally

[00:00:32] If I wasn't myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me

[00:00:36] Can't decide if I'm more ashamed of what they saw of me

[00:00:39] Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me

[00:00:42] Headed up field but couldn't dodge the last tackler

[00:00:46] How could a forward thinker move so a** backwards

[00:00:48] How could a dude with no regrets at all willing to bet it all

[00:00:51] Not realize that quicker demise how could I neglect it all

[00:00:54] I'm so seasonal some of you knew id spring back

[00:00:57] With a heart this cold how'd ya'll think I'd be receptive to fall

[00:01:00] I'm plenty comfortable when danger's around

[00:01:02] And even more so when strangers around

[00:01:04] In a bigger picture was sicker down on my triggers

[00:01:07] And all the alarm enforcers

[00:01:08] Down to a ni**a that I'm about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes

[00:01:12] Life and death I tried to lynch myself

[00:01:14] Thought I could keep it all a secret I convinced myself

[00:01:17] But really the folk that loved me they could tell I was loakin

[00:01:20] I couldn't see him cry me a river cause it fell in the ocean

[00:01:23] Numb to my words now maybe felt it was open

[00:01:26] I cut so many people loose to any need help with devotion

[00:01:29] That's just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior

[00:01:33] And when He calls to me well He have done us all a favor

[00:01:36] How did I make it here

[00:01:41] Who I are

[00:01:44] I feel so lost

[00:01:48] Now I'm not seeing it clear

[00:01:53] Is it my fault

[00:01:55] Is it my fault

[00:01:58] It's all in my head

[00:01:59] I'm looking around like this can't be happening

[00:02:02] Round of applause for the angry rappers

[00:02:05] Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river

[00:02:08] That's love depending on me when I'm a dependent on liquor

[00:02:11] I'm up in the shoe store she got no love to show

[00:02:14] You ever look at a b**ch she was f**king behind your

[00:02:16] B**ch back like f**k I was f**kin you for come on

[00:02:18] I'm an artist so I'm intelligent

[00:02:19] I would tell you to do some soul searchin

[00:02:21] But it's hangin up in my closet with your skeleton

[00:02:23] That's gotta be a God's work even a diamond gotta be polished first

[00:02:27] The quarter is on the loose and I ain't been out here getting my dollars' worth

[00:02:30] I had to remove the goggles first

[00:02:31] To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies for

[00:02:34] I need to go get me a kidney doner

[00:02:36] Guru Nate Dogg go head blink your eye

[00:02:39] Your doctor told me you close go ahead drink and die

[00:02:42] Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by

[00:02:44] That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy

[00:02:48] How did I make it here

[00:02:53] Who I are

[00:02:56] I feel so lost

[00:03:00] Now I'm not seeing it clear

[00:03:05] Is it my fault

[00:03:07] Is it my fault

[00:03:10] It's all in my head

[00:03:12] They say knowledge is power great cause every day I learn

[00:03:15] As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn

[00:03:18] Hate the way they judge me 2 I got the case adjourned

[00:03:21] Hated the belly of the beast to I became it's tapeworm

[00:03:24] When I said I'd stop getting high tried to say it's done

[00:03:27] No I'm the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn

[00:03:30] They say my brain is off I say how can it be

[00:03:33] If I'm out my mind how can I be in sanity

[00:03:35] The people used to say that I was scared of progress

[00:03:39] They don't know how hard a ni**a tried to advance

[00:03:41] But I don't know who's more to blame

[00:03:43] Is it them for really not knowing me

[00:03:45] Or is it me for never really giving them a chance

[00:03:47] Get too close be too big of a threat

[00:03:49] Now it's been little than no time

[00:03:51] Thinking why I ain't get rid of you yet

[00:03:53] Gotta recognize my maturity

[00:03:55] Gotta see I'm grown

[00:03:56] Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone

[00:04:00] Since I got trust issues I won't discuss with you

[00:04:03] Besides God tell me who the f**k's supposed to save you

[00:04:06] Pop one have one man to man was gone half my life so

[00:04:09] Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too

[00:04:12] Plus more people will see me soon

[00:04:14] I mean I'll be on national TV soon

[00:04:17] So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me

[00:04:20] That's 4 million more that might be able to answer for me

[00:04:23] Joe

[00:04:24] How did I make it here

[00:04:29] Who I are

[00:04:31] I feel so lost

[00:04:35] Now I'm not seeing it clear

[00:04:41] Is it my fault

[00:04:42] Is it my fault

[00:04:46] It's all in my head