《There’s Alot Going On》歌词

[00:00:00] There's Alot Going On - Vic Mensa

[00:00:00] Written by：Victor Mensah/Alex "Papi Beatz" Baez/Darian Garcia/Kevin Rhomberg/Carter Lang/Peter CottonTale

[00:00:02] Yeah this just my life

[00:00:09] Front to back top to bottom

[00:00:15] Everything's changing around me

[00:00:18] These days don't feel the same

[00:00:22] We all lost faith and lost family

[00:00:26] Why must we play this game

[00:00:29] Lord have mercy on me

[00:00:33] I've been a sinning man

[00:00:36] Pull out my wings jump off the bridge and crash in a plane

[00:00:40] If I never land

[00:00:42] Know I never die

[00:00:48] We live forever in my mind

[00:00:56] And I sanctify

[00:01:02] We live forever still that life

[00:01:11] There's a lot going on but I stick to the ones I love

[00:01:14] I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was

[00:01:18] Consequences of my actions in the past years had me stressing out

[00:01:21] It was like may I just moved to l a

[00:01:24] I was tryna figure it out

[00:01:25] Medication for depression that I cut cold turkey had the kid manic

[00:01:29] In an episode out in hollywood wilding out like nick cannon

[00:01:32] Railing adderall pills out a dollar bill on the bathroom floor

[00:01:35] Clean the whole mess up with my nose

[00:01:37] What the f**k I need a vacuum for

[00:01:39] New york city on my birthday june 6 th 2014

[00:01:42] I had that first meeting with hov plus I brought out the whole team

[00:01:46] I drank that whole bottle of d'usse ty ty gave me that night

[00:01:49] When we left the club after rap genius house me

[00:01:52] And shorty got into a fight

[00:01:53] She came out the room swingin' hit me in the jaw

[00:01:55] I was really tryna fend her off

[00:01:57] But I ended up in the closet with my hands around her neck

[00:01:59] I was tripping dawg

[00:02:01] Too proud to apologize or empathize I blamed it all on her

[00:02:04] Saying that she hit me first even though she was the one hurt

[00:02:08] I was really just reflecting all the hurt

[00:02:09] That I was feeling from the band's rejection

[00:02:11] When kids these days split that shit felt like a c-section

[00:02:15] And my infidelity and jealousy with natalie on top of the amphetamines

[00:02:18] And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the chesapeake

[00:02:22] The next month I dropped down on my luck and had europe going nuts

[00:02:25] But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time I was going through too much

[00:02:29] Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my records

[00:02:33] In ibiza eating paella on the roof tryna choose over breakfast

[00:02:36] Hov wasn't with the bidding war but I knew the roc just felt right

[00:02:39] When I saw kanye at wireless without t-pain still a good life

[00:02:43] Felt so close when mr hudson introduced me to him backstage

[00:02:47] He prolly don't even remember that shit like a bitch off backpage

[00:02:50] But at that stage

[00:02:51] I was ready to swing for the fence like a batting cage

[00:02:54] At the same time I was winding down a low point in my addict phase

[00:02:57] The adderall started wearing off and I went into a deep writer's block

[00:03:01] All over a song that I couldn't finish

[00:03:03] That I wrote about signin' to the roc

[00:03:05] Isn't that ironic I was feeling so psychotic

[00:03:08] With the whole world excited for me and my idol saying I got it

[00:03:11] Shit got bad out in l a

[00:03:13] So I moved back home to my mom's basement

[00:03:15] Linked up with smoko and papi beatz and took it back to basics

[00:03:19] Then I wrote rage that was me screaming out through the pain

[00:03:22] And u mad addressing my relationship with natalie it was too bad

[00:03:26] The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental health

[00:03:29] I did acid in the studio one day and almost killed myself

[00:03:33] As I started to fall apart certain stars started to align

[00:03:37] Oh mys came to chicago in january at the perfect time

[00:03:40] He said kanye was working on an album

[00:03:42] And uzi played him one of our songs

[00:03:44] He was tryna fly me out nigga it was goin' down like the dow jones

[00:03:47] Pulled up to westlake first day I was there I recorded wolves

[00:03:51] I knew I was the one like neo meeting with the oracle

[00:03:54] But I had to get a handle 'fore the door was pulled

[00:03:56] Crawled out on snl

[00:03:58] All the niggas hating on me back home lookin' at me like fml

[00:04:01] A lot of people coming out the wood like let's work tryna network

[00:04:05] All the pressure making my head hurt the molly wouldn't let the meds work

[00:04:08] At this time it's like feb 1 st to the 15 th

[00:04:11] And I'm still addicted

[00:04:12] Frustrated writing shit for ye tryna visualize someone else's vision

[00:04:16] Then he laid that verse on u mad and we made the shit the single

[00:04:19] Ye and hov getting into it over me tryna do a joint venture

[00:04:23] And good music still fam but it's that roc boy savemoney life

[00:04:26] Took the bus out on the road for the traffic tour did a hundred nights

[00:04:30] Cleaned out my closet I got rid of all of my demons

[00:04:33] If you learn one thing from my journey nigga it's don't stop believing

[00:04:37] When this shit got so suffocating I could barely even keep breathing

[00:04:40] Wrote my wrongs all in this song now

[00:04:42] I'd like to welcome y'all to my season

[00:04:44] Nigga I'm gone

[00:04:58] Know I never die

[00:05:05] We live forever in my mind

[00:05:12] And I sanctify

[00:05:19] We live forever still that life