《Hope of Morning》歌词

[00:00:00] Hope of Morning (早晨的希望) - Nightcore

[00:00:12] My mind's a kaleidoscope it thinks too fast

[00:00:14] Blurs all the colors' til I can't see past

[00:00:16] The last mistake the choice I made

[00:00:17] Staring in the mirror with myself to blame

[00:00:19] Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside

[00:00:20] Nowhere to hide inside my mind

[00:00:22] I'm scared that you'll compare and

[00:00:23] I'll look a lifetime past repair

[00:00:25] I second guess myself to death

[00:00:26] I resolicit every step

[00:00:28] What if my words are meaningless

[00:00:29] What if my heart's misleading this

[00:00:31] I try to capture every moment as it comes to me

[00:00:34] Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company

[00:00:42] When the hope of morning starts to fade in me

[00:00:48] I don't dare let darkness have its way with me

[00:00:54] And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight

[00:01:01] I will not be giving in tonight

[00:01:08] When I'm old and grey or thirty

[00:01:10] Or whatever happens first

[00:01:11] I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse

[00:01:15] Or worse what if my life's work is reduced to just myself

[00:01:18] Like never let you get a word in

[00:01:19] While I dissect my mental health

[00:01:21] Or lack thereof whatever there's too many things to track

[00:01:24] I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac

[00:01:27] Now days all the kids want crazy wanna diagnose themselves

[00:01:30] Trade up made up epidemics

[00:01:31] Pass around prescription pills

[00:01:33] But my disorder can't be cured

[00:01:34] By a bottle blade or dose

[00:01:36] Selfdisgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close

[00:01:39] But I don't wanna let you see that

[00:01:40] I don't want my friends to know

[00:01:42] Selfdisgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go

[00:01:45] When the hope of morning starts to fade in me

[00:01:51] I don't dare let darkness have its way with me

[00:01:57] And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight

[00:02:03] I will not be giving in tonight

[00:02:10] Try as I might to keep it together

[00:02:13] Why is recovery taking forever

[00:02:16] Fool the whole world just until I get better

[00:02:19] I'm terrified I'll be faking forever

[00:02:22] Faking forever

[00:02:23] On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head

[00:02:26] I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did

[00:02:29] All the pain I can't explain away won't fade

[00:02:33] All the the secrets silenced by the shame

[00:02:35] Don't make me say it

[00:02:36] Don't make me say it

[00:02:38] Don't make me say it

[00:02:39] Don't make me say it

[00:02:42] Don't make me say it

[00:02:44] Don't make me say it

[00:02:45] Don't make me say it

[00:02:47] When the hope of morning starts to fade in me

[00:02:53] I don't dare let darkness have its way with me

[00:02:59] And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight

[00:03:06] I will not be giving in tonight