《Christina(Album Version|Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] I'm always getting s**tted on son ain't gonna be no no different

[00:00:10] Can you accept me as I am I ask you

[00:00:13] Or is all the love lost I need you

[00:00:16] Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and with my faults

[00:00:23] During the human course of activity watch me give me my room

[00:00:28] I am radiant give me my space I am light

[00:00:32] Yo 22798 I wrote a check out to H W funeral home

[00:00:38] For my little sister Christina 15 years old

[00:00:41] D**n man this f**kin world is so cold

[00:00:43] 8 months before I had to do three years

[00:00:45] Coming from the air port my face burning with tears

[00:00:48] I had this black cloud hovering over me

[00:00:51] Far back as I can check back down my family tree

[00:00:54] Its been with me since my first LP

[00:00:56] 2nd LP I was sittin in court

[00:00:58] 3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast guided back to the streets

[00:01:02] By the power of the mind and positive of thought

[00:01:04] Some say livin is death and dying is life

[00:01:07] I say pray for me that I should be born tonight

[00:01:10] I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights

[00:01:13] Look at me this is my life

[00:01:15] Suddenly my life feels so wrong tell me what the hell is going on

[00:01:24] Tell me tell me why my life feels so wrong so wrong

[00:01:31] Tell me what the hell is going on

[00:01:35] Help me please help me

[00:01:37] I can't even begin to explain the mental anguish

[00:01:40] I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed

[00:01:43] I went to see him on the sick bed

[00:01:45] With my grandmother that day I knew it was the last

[00:01:48] I loved him but I had to grow up without him

[00:01:51] Over the years I've lived through frustrations and questions

[00:01:54] In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent

[00:01:56] Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence

[00:01:59] Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence

[00:02:02] I lost my best friend

[00:02:02] I realized the devil was spying on me from a distance

[00:02:05] He don't want me to receive my blessings he fear me

[00:02:07] My family suffered more deaths then the Kennedy's

[00:02:10] This is real and if you don't believe me ask someone that grew with me

[00:02:14] Know them and feel my energy

[00:02:16] Please never fabricated nor duplicated so I ask you

[00:02:21] Can you open you hearts and minds and receive me with all my faults

[00:02:26] Can you open your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to understand my thoughts

[00:02:32] Hey yo this world is a pool of sharks

[00:02:34] But I'm the animal right when I stand up for myself and bark

[00:02:37] And this year I gotta go all out for it

[00:02:39] I've been hustlin for 13 years nothin to show for it

[00:02:43] I mean nothin

[00:02:43] Lookin over my bills d**n they eaten me up

[00:02:46] Entertainment task force watchin so what the f**k

[00:02:48] I paid my taxes too f**k you and your uncle

[00:02:51] The laws of nature will see me through

[00:02:54] And yeah I peep it and naw it ain't no secret

[00:02:57] How n***as give their word with no intentions to keep it

[00:02:59] I'm givin you the roots of the real

[00:03:01] My emotional feelings bi polar is how I feel

[00:03:04] But still you turn your back on me like you don't know me or you hate me

[00:03:08] Don't you recognize family when you see me

[00:03:24] I cut my right arm off for you and this is how you repay me

[00:03:59] Ahh dog you breakin my heart